Lucy.

Hey Lucy,

I'm sure if you ever see this you'll be mad at me, but I never felt I did justice to your beauty, trying to draw you over and over just to get it right. Even now I don't feel like I've presented it, but I'm definitely done.

I've been lost alot recently, things seem to be going down hill and I don't mean just me, everything in the world seems to be going bad, but I still think about you, hoping you're okay, hoping you're not alone or that you don't feel alone.
I know you talk to him more than you've ever talked to me and he means more to you, but I never stopped trying to be there, I may never of been first best to you, but least you knew if you had no one I would still be there.

I just wanted to be someone you needed, someone who could make you laugh and smile even when things felt horrible, I only came back because I care how you are and it still rips me apart when I see you hurting, suffering, I never gave up on you Lucy. Haven't you seen parts of you, in me?